One of the things I like the most about my new lifestyle is the level of communication. Most of my coworkers are men and have been for the past nine years. I hear a lot of the male point of view, and it would probably surprise a lot of people to know my submissive views on certain topics considering that I am a female in the military. Anyway, a long time ago a gentleman I worked with was bragging about his "fishing trips." He said that he would tell his wife that he was going fishing for the weekend and after he spent the entire weekend womanizing, drinking, and gambling he would stop off at a local fish market and either purchase some fish or just make sure that he smelled like fish. WTF? Now I'm sure it could have been jock talk, but that disgusts me. Part of what I feel is right and what I want from my relationship is brutal honesty. I want to be a sweet release for my Sir, but I would not be able to do so if he felt he had to lie to me. There is no reason to lie; I despise liars. I would much rather the opportunity to prove my self by accepting whatever truth there is as oppose to being lied to. My very first punishment when I came to live w/ my aunt at the age of six was for lying. She made it very clear that that was not acceptable and I learned my lesson well. Of course I lie on occasion, but I appreciate honesty. I don't agree w/ what I have done, but I will deal w/ my own consequences this is my life. Anyway (damn tangents), I can and will accept anything Sir comes at me w/ honestly even if it is something I don't think I will enjoy (DUH). I know that is a giant part of D/s, but I am just trying to put into words how much I appreciate it and why. For example, if I called my best friend and desperately needed her advice about a problem and she said I'm sleeping bye! I may not care for her reaction, but to be close enough to her for her to be able to be honest w/ me instead of making herself miserable for me is amazing. Honesty is beautiful and I feel privileged in today's society to hear any truth from someone's lips.
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